I find your story sad because I could honestly see myself in your shoes though slightly different considering I'm a guy. I can see myself breaking away from my partner for merely asking about this and me physically getting sick over her being with and having another guy inside of her. I can't. Marriage, vows, your relationship, and the life you built together has to mean something. It's not some convenient store for others. It's good that you want to try every option, but I can't trust the feelings of a person with this thought. 40-60 years? What the f.uck did your husband think 'till death us part' meant? And screw all the polys out there who took offense.
Aside from the invasion of privacy,
This post here. Out of the six dicks she had that month she liked yours best. You should be proud
I find your story sad because I could honestly see myself in your shoes though slightly different considering I'm a guy. I can see myself breaking away from my partner for merely asking about this and me physically getting sick over her being with and having another guy inside of her. I can't. Marriage, vows, your relationship, and the life you built together has to mean something. It's not some convenient store for others. It's good that you want to try every option, but I can't trust the feelings of a person with this thought. 40-60 years? What the f.uck did your husband think 'till death us part' meant? And screw all the polys out there who took offense.