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Date: October 19, 2022
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Yea the fact that I was sitting in my car in the closed garage by myself and actually contemplated turning the car on terrified me that my head would go to that sorta place and i don't feel safe talking about it with anyone who knows me because if it were to get around it would be almost as problamatic as actually following theough. I've tried therapy before but have not found a therapist that clicks with me. I am aware I need to get help at this point and I don't really understand what's gotten me to this point because before this relationship I was super confident and secure in myself and those walls feel like they have been tumbled over. Appreciate your advice. I did have her take a pregnancy test with me there the same day she told me and it was positive. Financially I can afford what is to come but the money side of things is not the issue for me so much as the feeling of the person I care for disregarding things I've worked for and taking what I provide for them as it being expected (paying bills, picking up, cooking, the lack of we mentality snd more a she and I mentality) I don't feel like I have a partner at this point and it's soul crushing because had this happened even two months ago I would of been over the moon. What should be a time of absolute joy has turned to dread for me
Sadly her previous experience with therapy hasn’t been great. She hasn’t really found the right therapist and this seems to have put her off the idea. Not sure how I can approach this with her as well.
Just break up bro you're 18 and you have a lot of life ahead of you
Of course it’s ok it’s the worlds oldest profession
So she broke boundaries and got you to comfort her?
Your post history is just sad. This whole thing is doomed.
Some of us cry in public. We all try to act like we don’t but it happens. I’m female and between the ages of 12 to 33 I was pretty damn good at not crying in public but it happened I would guess a dozen times. Once my husband got really annoyed that I’d reacted so extremely to a somewhat simple disappointment so I had to ask him to stop the car and and I ran off crying and then had a panic attack. Not my finest moment!
It wasn’t even a big thing but at the time it felt like someone close to be was unreliable and I couldn’t handle it.
I’ve not had to deal with the ex thing but I have friends who’ve had exes who strung them along and then went on to marry someone else, one where they lived in together for 3 weeks before breaking up and found out the partner was married within the year. It can feel like there’s something inherently wrong with the person they didn’t want to commit to, or for some that their instinct and feelings of everything going well, being in love and trusting someone are fake and forever unreliable. How to let yourself go again? How to trust your feelings? There’s also an element of someone who may have treated you awfully going on to “better” things or finding happiness and stability etc.
I don’t think you should take it personally but I do think you should have a long chat. A huge part for many people in being a partner is feeling understood without judgement. I’m not saying if she says “oh I still love him and you are rubbish” you should stay (you should leave obviously!) but that that’s very unlikely what it is.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️