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My name is Daniella. I have my first broadcast today. I hope for your support , ❤️, 19 y.o.
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Live! Live Sex Chat rooms My name is Daniella. I have my first broadcast today. I hope for your support , ❤️
Date: January 4, 2023
You want to be poly, not open
Even if he is or isn't. That's her friendship for her to figure out.
She can have a threesome with 2 other guys once you break up with her.
How so? What from his text even says that?
So here’s a question. I have never actively wanted kids and I always said I didn’t want kids because I was too busy enjoying my own life.
As I got older and into a serious relationship, the idea of having kids in this world simply gave me anxiety. I was initially concerned with the financial side of having kids but that’s not as much of a concern now that we have established careers, better finances and a house. I can have kids now and we’re pretty well prepared.
With that said, my wife wants 2+ kids, has always known that and it’s a guarantee. If it’s not with me, our marriage is over and she’ll find someone who wants kids.
Here’s the question how am I supposed to know if I truly don’t want kids or if I’m just nervous/anxious/worries about having them. My main issue with kids is the shit state of the world, the economy, politics and whether or not I can give them a better life than I had (that’s just a cliche goal, but still).
I don’t know I’m just scared of the idea or if I truly don’t want them. Everyone says that changes once you have them. I’m scared I’ll hate my life after having kids, probably not, but I’m still scared. Maybe that’s ultimately what drives my issues with kids is fear. I’m also concerned about managing kids with working adult adhd and budding depression. That’s a whole different discussion though.
I married my wife knowing I will be having kids but I think I could have been just as happy without them, doing what I want to do, spending my money on me and not worrying about the future of the world. Then again, maybe kids will be the greatest joy in my life. How am I supposed to know right now?!