Tell your boyfriend that you cheated on him and that you're breaking up. End one relationship before beginning another.
For future relationships, remember that it's easy, and quite logical, to think that we will be able to handle certain things, wherein reality, when we're in the middle of said things, we realize that we can't and / or don't want to.
A pretty normal response when someone scares you and you've got ptsd…fight. That was rude and immature of your dad. You can say yall aren't crazy all you want. I'm not saying Shawn isn't, too, but you come off that way as well. And yes your family is fully manipulative. Even in this post you've shown that. Leave your sister alone.
I need to speed up my therepy.
No you don't need to speed up therapy, you need to slow down your life.
Tell your boyfriend that you cheated on him and that you're breaking up. End one relationship before beginning another.
For future relationships, remember that it's easy, and quite logical, to think that we will be able to handle certain things, wherein reality, when we're in the middle of said things, we realize that we can't and / or don't want to.
You break up with him. He’s going to ruin your life otherwise.
A pretty normal response when someone scares you and you've got ptsd…fight. That was rude and immature of your dad. You can say yall aren't crazy all you want. I'm not saying Shawn isn't, too, but you come off that way as well. And yes your family is fully manipulative. Even in this post you've shown that. Leave your sister alone.