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Room for live! sex video chat Colette__1977
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Languages: en
Birth Date: 1977-01-01
Body Type: bodyTypeAverage
Ethnicity: ethnicityWhite
Hair color: hairColorBlonde
Eyes color: eyeColorBlue
Subculture: subcultureRomantic
Date: November 4, 2022
It’s naked, I’ve built my life around her. Seeing her go is killing me. I feel empty. I know it’ll get better, but every minute feels like years ?
Lmao wth
No, but seriously. A good boyfriend would hold you and comfort you if you’re upset. But, it was a dream. Nothing really happened. So I wouldn’t expect more than a brief reassurance for something like this…
I'm very non monogamous and she's ALWAYS known that and has asked to just let her be a part of this life with me, but if I can't get her to feel comfortable in any part of that life how can we progress in something I'm so experienced and comfortable in? forcing her is something I NEVER want to do and I've never done before! Which is why we've gotten no where! I'm just confused on why she's constantly telling me she wants to try and learn and have these experiences but when I actually suggest the next step she goes into a anxiety/uncomfortable mode. I love her and want what's best and if letting her go is it I'll do so but that's not what she wants, she loves me and wants me, she has showed me! She just doesn't understand this life I've kept from her, I don't wanna sacrifice it but rather invite her into it. I've met SO many people that love this life and their Willing, and honest and helpful ASF but she won't speak to anyone I've met behind her back, has to be strangers we both meet together, and that literally has never happened before so. I understand I'm the bad guy here thats understood, but Idk what I'm capable of giving up I guess or how to address how important this lifestyle is to me..
I never hopscotched between relationships as there has been years of time in between them. My last relationship was successful. End ≠ fail. You not understanding that isn’t my problem. Have fun being miserable and bitter the rest of your life!
Then I wish you luck.