I [25 M] are really confused by what I just went through with my GF [26 F] tonight. I feel like I was physically assaulted, but I’m unsure if that is the proper phrase. I apologize if it isn’t. Offers anyone else been through this?

Just a heads up, I’m sorry for the TMI details within this, but it' s the only method to help me explain this.

Long and short we have been dating for 4 yrs. Living together for 2 yrs. Both of us are perfect fits for each other, and neither of us want children. This has been well known plus discussed since day 1 of our relationship.

I was having a great night tonight, out and about with some close friends, consuming involved. Before we went out she mentioned having sex, but I said we didn' t have time mainly because we were already running past due for our dinner reservation with said friends. I informed her we can make it happen once we got home later. The lady understood.

We go back home at the end of the night, have a couple of more drinks and finally hit the hay. We take part in aforementioned sex and she will be on top. All of a sudden she retains repeating ' cum inside me. ' Literally 15 times. I keep informing her no, absolutely not (Keep in mind she has done this before while intoxicated, as well as the next morning she apologizes and thanks me because of not doing so. Also in earlier circumstances she would mention it once and that' t it… and the only period she does alcohol can be involved). For some reason after her saying it multiple times, I am getting closer and closer (the man in me I guess? ). Once We are super close, I let her know. Usually when I tell her I am close she hops away from and helps me complete with her hand, yet tonight she locked the girl thighs against my body plus pushed down. I held telling her to get off and she said no . She said again ' cum inside me. ' We tried to push her off but she fought against it and kept forcing himself on me. I ended up getting her off, vigorously but without injury, just before I came and she actually got pissed at myself for doing so.

I am extremely confused right now as I am typing this. I don' t even know how to approach something like this tomorrow early morning. She immediately passed out after this happened and here I sit at my keyboard.

Thanks to anyone that has learn this and has any recommendation. I' ll be here if anyone has any questions in regards to the situation.