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Date: November 2, 2022
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It sucks that you met a swindler and I hope you don't encounter the same type of person who just does grand gestures and uses flashy words just to trick you. Personally it sounds very unnatural for anyone to do that in less than four months. Unless I like saved his life or something.
Yeah i have the money for it but idk i just feel kinda weird about possibly doing it since im not a sugar daddy. I would be the youngest guy on the site since all the men on it are usually in their 40s-50s.
I mean, you’re both very far in the wrong, the difference is that your actions haven’t been nearly as fucked up- it’s just your attitude. Which can be fixed. It’s the 21st century, just leave your parent’s 19th century relationship dynamics behind.
Hi this was me for a long time. Daddy issues (think absent or verbally abusive drunk for my entire life) several instances of childhood molestation and later on rape culminated into this. I liked getting drunk and I liked getting around. I wouldn't say I necessarily was heartbroken every time but I guess the romantic in me did think things would change most times even though the guys I went for or even dated were huge pieces of shit. Even when I was in monogamous relationships I just wasn't in a good place.
I did therapy for a little bit, but what actually helped me was hitting rock bottom for me. I had a fling with the world's largest piece of shit and I was embarrassed by him, an old ex junky unemployed lazy victim blamer and THEN I got a dui.
I went sober for about a year, really work on myself got back into therapy and ended up finding my current partner who is unlike any guy I've ever been with and planning on marriage next year.
Now, let's see about 2 years post DUI, I have myself working in a high paying engineering job. Living in a new state, surrounded by the most supportive loving man ever. My life has 180d and its fantastic. Sometimes I get pangs of embarrassment when I think of old me and things I've done, but that was just a lost version of me who was lost for a little over a decade. Takes a long time to work through your shit and you need to want to work through and you need to want to stop redoing patterns.
My ex did something like this to me, and it was a wakeup call that we were not on the same page about our relationship. We lived together, and we were both job hunting. One day out of the blue, he told me he not only was looking at jobs in other cities but had actively been interviewing for them. When I asked him how this would impact our relationship, he pretty much shrugged and said we'd do long distance. We had been talking about marriage and kids, yet he was looking to take a step back in our relationship by moving out and away. It was a red flag to me.