Op here. I apologized for my behavior. No matter the plan I did not speak up and put myself in danger. Even though I did not do it out of spite or because i froze i still did it and my fear of it caused me to blame him. Even though it was just a panic attack i still shut him out after because he would not see that i felt abandoned by him, so it took a while for me to realize that my emotions were getting the best of me and he was just doing what he thought was best. I should have spoken up
Please don't sacrifice your needs, and entire life for others expectations of you. You literally only have one life to live and no one else is entitled to it. Having children you dont really want will just create a lifetime of misery for you and them. You are not broken for feeling this way, but you could be broken by ignoring your instincts about yourself.
You don't spend months in jail for pushing someone
Op here. I apologized for my behavior. No matter the plan I did not speak up and put myself in danger. Even though I did not do it out of spite or because i froze i still did it and my fear of it caused me to blame him. Even though it was just a panic attack i still shut him out after because he would not see that i felt abandoned by him, so it took a while for me to realize that my emotions were getting the best of me and he was just doing what he thought was best. I should have spoken up
Please don't sacrifice your needs, and entire life for others expectations of you. You literally only have one life to live and no one else is entitled to it. Having children you dont really want will just create a lifetime of misery for you and them. You are not broken for feeling this way, but you could be broken by ignoring your instincts about yourself.
Not remotely similar, you need to read up on the Appalachian Trail.
No. No it's not. He's known her since they were 6. They grew up together. Get over your shit or get out of the relationship. You're sick.