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I wonder if his reaction is more hostile/defensive because he feels embarrassed and infringed upon? I know I did when my girlfriend (now fiancee) snooped my history that I didn't clear many years ago. She made fun of me for it at first, I tried to pretend my brothers were looking it up on my computer, and it wasn't good all around lol. It turned into jealousy pretty quick.
I spent a lot of time in my teenage years and into my early 20's watching porn and masturbating a LOT… I knew it was hurting my relationship and I wanted to stop but I couldn't get out of the cycle and routine of it. It hurt me physically and mentally. I used to be able to have sex for a few hours because I already masturbated seven times that week, but nowadays I can barely last an hour because I stopped doing it. Basically, I grew up lol. Cut out all of the porn in my life and I haven't looked back since the last time. I tried SO many times and whenever that last time was, I was finally sick enough of it and I was DONE.
It's been maybe two years now since I've done anything like that. That being said, I imagine it could be embarrassment on his end. For me, I knew all I needed was in front of me, and I KNEW my fiancee was incredibly beautiful and sexy, yet I chose the porn because it was my cycle, my addiction. I felt bad about it and knew it was a problem in our relationship. Porn isn't natural and it rots the brain, but people can heal from it. I hope for the best for you guys.
Have you told her that?
I wish I can tell you specifically what to do, but I believe the answer lies in the needing of a new nature.This isn't a change of mind, persay, or something that can be taught. He needs to see something in you before he desires it for himself.
I didn't reference that verse just as an intellectual thing, but because I had to have my “darkest” moment in my life as well before reaching out. I also tried many vain things beforehand as well before I reached out.
And I met Him. My life has never been the same before. There is a reality and once you have that experiance for yourself….you too won't be the same.
Get right with Jesus first….then let things happen the way it needs to happen.
Whatever you do don't make a quick decision from here on out.
I've done the things you listed and still have insomnia. The only thing that helps me is over the counter sleep pills. You can't help someone who doesn't help themselves. It is 100% my responsibility to handle my anxiety and depression. I have to make the effort to do the things that keep me from falling in to the pit of darkness. It is not my husband's responsibility to constantly pull me out of it deadweight and all.
Your soul mate is someone that does not trust you and openly accuses you?
This is about your poor decision making. He needs help but you choosing someone that doesn’t trust you.
This will only get worse