If you change who you are and you will have your soul crushed. Plus a Tiger doesn’t change its stripes. Anything you do will be temporary and fake and will not last.
He held you down, and choked you, in order to penetrate you without your consent. This is violent rape. Have you showered? If not, consider going to the hospital, and having a rape kit done. It will be invasive, but it will give you options. Do not delete any texts. Put in writing that he choked you in order to get his way, after you said no multiple times. See if he’ll admit it via text. I am just so so sorry. You deserved so much better honey. Please don’t go back to him, and don’t be intimate with him ever again. Hell think this is okay.
My cousin was doing something stupid like this. So his girlfriend swapped the hand cream with jalapeño dip. Don’t do that, it is illegal. Drop the A
If you change who you are and you will have your soul crushed. Plus a Tiger doesn’t change its stripes. Anything you do will be temporary and fake and will not last.
Do you have someone you can talk to about your anxiety? It helps. Do you have health insurance? you can get free counseling often.
Chalk him up in the losers category. Normal guy would have been thrilled with what you wanted
He held you down, and choked you, in order to penetrate you without your consent. This is violent rape. Have you showered? If not, consider going to the hospital, and having a rape kit done. It will be invasive, but it will give you options. Do not delete any texts. Put in writing that he choked you in order to get his way, after you said no multiple times. See if he’ll admit it via text. I am just so so sorry. You deserved so much better honey. Please don’t go back to him, and don’t be intimate with him ever again. Hell think this is okay.