He's the first guy that's ever been nice to me and stayed talking to me for this long
That is a really low bar that you've set for yourself.
I feel like I should feel honored by this
No.
You start by getting yourself into therapy. The way you are talking reminds me of someone who has low self-esteem, some maturity issues and no real sense of self.
itll be painful but it’ll be better in the end.
the company required you to share a room with someone of the opposite gender or required you to share a room with same gender?
there is no way any legitimate company would even suggest colleagues of opposite genders share a room
He's the first guy that's ever been nice to me and stayed talking to me for this long
That is a really low bar that you've set for yourself.
I feel like I should feel honored by this
No.
You start by getting yourself into therapy. The way you are talking reminds me of someone who has low self-esteem, some maturity issues and no real sense of self.
Sounds like you may not be compatible tbh, sorry