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Date: November 14, 2022
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Great. I had avoided therapy. Had avoided being honest about what had happened with anyone. I just pretended that everything was great and my childhood was mostly normal.
It wasn’t.
I had repressed this stuff pretty well for about 25 years when I had a major panic attack out of nowhere at work. Ambulance came and brought me to hospital as I had no idea what was going on. ER doctor gave me the contact information for a therapist after they figured out what was most likely going on with me. My wife drove to pick me up with our kids and I broke like a dam on the car ride home about what I’d been holding back. I was worried that what I shared with my wife would have mad her look at me different or treat me differently which I did not want. Our relationship is and was perfect. Thankfully, this didn’t happen. She just supported me at my own pace. Talked to me when I wanted to talk and at every “you must think I’m gross” she would point to how out of control what happened to me truly was.
I don’t think my repression was having negative effects outside of my own self but I do see major growth and improvement in who I am since I revealed that to my partner and started therapy. My partner has been super supportive, respectful and kind and has stated that she had always had a sense of what I revealed to her and wasn’t that surprised when I finally title her what happened.
Therapy has really just helped me make peace with what happened, given me perspective, and helped me to be an all around better human and decision maker.
Yes dude but she starts crying and then she would hold me and say that she don't know if she will ever be ok and what will happen to her doctors say she is not well. And for now she just want to be close to me but I'm hurting more because I'm not prepared for anything sudden i just know that.
It actually DOES matter because a lot of people who higher support needs in Autism can not read emotions or body language easily. So they DO NOT know they are hurting or offending people because their brain since birth isn’t WIRED to register these things automatically and can’t.
Autism is a spectrum, not everyone with it had this issue, but many do. And the ones that do struggle to read social cues and don’t know what’s acceptable behavior to show or say in public, let alone to others.
And she clearly trusts Op, hence why she doesn’t mask her symptoms, her stims, her sensory issues, and routines.
If she didn’t trust him, she would of masked and never let her guard down.
She’s telling you not to expect too much too quickly. If she didn’t like you she would’ve broken up with you.
Your guy has room temperature IQ and he's not worth your vagina or time.