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Date: November 2, 2022
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I don't think it was even those things. He quickly backed off the day he came rushing out of a room to talk to me about something, I can't remember what. His pupils were dinnerplates and he entirely lost track of what he was talking about, then oh right, he needed a ladder. It made no sense going by context at the time.
I'm guessing this might have been the “I looked stupid” moment, or “Developing stronger feelings than I want” moment.
But yeah. I plan to stay here a long time and don't want to muddy things up. My mind is on my current life situation a lot and pushing my career forward. I did stop to give this a good think though.
Thanks for your input.
“I am very careful about not crossing any boundaries because regardless of what's happening for us, I respect my husband”
The above is not true because, when someone is constantly on your mind you have already crossed it.
Dumb dumb dumb idea, stop thinking with your dick
I wrote about myself and how I am on my period. Me. Not all women. So I don't know where you got the whole “reinforcing the stereotype”. And it is true about the alcohol. It makes the blood thin and you will bleed more. I asked my doctor. Although in my case when my period lasts 2 days and is weak it doesn't apply.
As a recovering addict, I am so sorry you are going through this. Try not to give up hope. I encourage you to try Al Anon or Nar Anon meetings in your area. You can Google them live to find one closest to you. I would also encourage your husband to go to NA or AA meetings. They saved my life. If he goes to one and hates it, he should try another one. I found my family in the rooms. There are apps in Google play store and probably Apple store as well, NA or AA meeting locator. I was an IV heroin user for well over a decade. After a point, I was just using to not have withdrawals. It almost sounds like that's where your husband is now. Not every person has to hit rock bottom before they say enough is enough, but they do have to want to get clean in order to do so. I had tried detox and therapy and outpatient and inpatient programs just while trying to get my family off my back and I got nothing from it. When I finally wanted to get clean, that was when I benefited from those things. I swear, I had gone to meetings and didn't speak to anyone or pick up a chip and I hated them and I just stopped going. A few years later after detox I went to a meeting and picked up a 24 hour chip, swallowed my insecurities and shared. I said I'm a newcomer and I need help. I'm coming up on eight years and, while I'm not back to my old self again, I'm a new and improved version of who I was before. Addiction is actually really common in people who have ADHD. Which is probably somewhat refreshing to hear but also sucks because if your husband isn't treating his ADHD, he is at a higher risk of relapse. There are non-narcotic medications for ADHD and I've also heard that Vyvanse is not as easily abused. I really hope your husband gets help. Just keep in mind, he's not stealing from you because he doesn't love you or something like that, he truly just cannot help himself. It's an impulse that he cannot control in the moment. His brain is telling him- steal from her and deal with the consequences later rather than not getting a fix right now. Sorry that this might not have been a linear or organized response, I too have intense ADHD. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to message me on here. ❤️
Thank you so much! I’ve been doing weekly-biweekly therapy for about 6 months now and after todays session she said I am doing so well and seem so much brighter and more logical. I’m really proud of myself