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Ella <3, 19 y.o.
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Date: November 2, 2022
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It's tough to admit but you are right, and ive kinda known since he got drunk that one night, but have been just anxious about doing something about it. I've been putting myself on the backburner for our relationship, I guess my question now would be how do I go about this without feeling like I did something wrong at this point. He says that I would have just used him if I break up with him before getting a job, which is bad, but I've been essentially working here. Cleaning, laundry, dishes, vacuuming, mopping, cleaning up after the dogs since they still pee in the house. I feel like if I do leave I'll be worse off than if I had stayed, and vice versa, I kinda feel stuck. I just feel sick when thinking about it, like I dont want to since I still love him, but I can't handle the things he does sometimes and the lack of care behind the actions he takes. In the end I think your right, but bringing myself to do it is the part I can't do. I just feel like I'll never find someone like him again, not the negative stuff but when he is happy, and when we got along, so I'm trying to settle with what I have despite how rocky it gets. But it seems like you think I have a lot of early life to still live, I always thought I would've had everything figured out by the time I was 21, like my grandparents and parents did. I'm sorry for these long messages/posts, I've just been building this up rather than talking about it, since I've been nervous to hear the answer.
Is it immaturity if the college kids seem to be behaving the way we expect them to?
This is not ethical non-monogomy. This is teenage drama being played out by (apparently) adults.
Give my someone “permission” to cheat because they are trying to cheat is just extending the agony of a dying relationship. Fun for the drama mill when you are 18, a bit tragic in your mind 20s.
You won't find happiness in this relationship.
Be with the guy I'm sleeping with
First of all, you’re not behind. It’s ABSOLUTELY FINE to be inexperienced at your age. You’re still very young!!! TV and movies and school gossip make it seem like everyone is sexually experienced and you must be the only person in the world who isn’t. But real life is not like Euphoria and it’s so, so common to feel how you feel. Remember, people who aren’t having dramatic sexual escapades aren’t gossiping about it; you hear a disproportionate number of stories from people who are getting a lot of experience, and trust me, most of them are exaggerating it like crazy.
Now on to what’s happening currently. It’s clear that you have some insecurities and anxieties about sexual intimacy (again, so normal!!!) but your current relationship is making them worse, not better. To me it sounds like you should wait a little longer. Or at least, find a different partner who’s going to make you feel more comfortable, not less.
Nervous excitement can be fun and exhilarating. Nervous anxiety and insecurity is not fun or exciting. There’s absolutely no shame in waiting longer, I promise.