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Date: October 26, 2022
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I don’t open the group chats or read/reply to messages, I just archive the chats. But I do get notifications that the group chat is active. I’m deactivated on everything.
The actual penetration gives you pain? So maybe I'm wrong but your V card is missing?
You have to ask permission to use his credit card, and he calls you a gold digger for using it.
You clean the house daily and deep clean once a week, help with dinner and do the dishes. and he calls you lazy and says you don’t do anything.
You do all of this despite the fact that you have legitimate health conditions that make tasks like this difficult, yet he weaponizes your health conditions because you sleep in late.
No doubt your anxiety about family staying with you for two and a half months stems from you knowing he will fully expect you to handle everything while they are there, while also doing the things you do every day while also managing serious health conditions.
My guess? He is holding divorce over your head as a way to get you to comply with his demands, while continuing to emotionally abuse you, weaponizing your health condition. If I were you, not only would I call his bluff, I’d follow through, because if the way you’re describing this situation is accurate, there is no way I could stay with someone like this.
Here's the thing: you're not the favourite kid – your sisters are. They grew up seeing the difference in how you were treated, and got away with being a-holes to you (because your parents didn't really care).
They grew up spoilt and entitled – hence their temperament – and now your parents are having to deal with the monsters they created. And, once again, it's just easier to put whatever burden on you instead of them, and you're not that cherished anyway, so who cares?
Here's were you went wrong: you talked to them, hoping that something would change. They don't care. All they're willing to do is double down on you. Their order of priorities is, pretty much, sisters > image of a happy family (“Last night my mom basically literally just asked me if I would continue to deal with it for “her sake” because she doesn't want to see her children's relationship severed.”) > you. They don't care about getting together if you're left out, but they must comply with whatever your sisters want.
What should you do? Firstly, therapy is never a bad idea. It takes some time and some pain to let go of the idea of being equally loved by your parents or getting their approval. There will be a lot more of guilt-tripping in the future, and you'll have to stand your ground.
As for the family itself, research what grey rock method is. It's somewhere between no contact and being present – you're there, but not really. You don't really make plans with them, don't really care about being left out, and maybe once in a blue moon you interact with them – and on your terms. You can only do lunch with family on thursday? You propose that, knowing very well that they can't – but you made the invitation. They ask about your Christmas plans? You're not sure if you'll be in town, but you'll let them know. You get to a family event and the family doesn't pay attention to you? Just leave.
She is absolutely, 100% interested in you
People can change when they want to. It's so unfortunate that most people don't. I'm proud of you foe taking accountability and having the courage to better yourself. Keep it up man.
Purging social media was the best thing I’ve ever done.
You are not entitled to updates on his life. He’s gone. Get over it
Just start by doing things you like to do. I suspect that what will happen is one/both of you realizing that you don't spend time together as much, and noticing your differences. Be who you want to be and see if she follows. If she doesn't then just break up.
One big thing I can't stress enough is don't fall for her potential. You need to stop hoping she'll change. You chose to date a teenager exactly as she is right now. Like I said, I know plenty of people in their 40s that never “grew out of it”. She definitely won't change if she can bully you into coming along. Be who you want to be, instead of being who she wants you to be and also resenting who she is.