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Date: October 22, 2022
That’s rape
Go out with her one day a week on a Friday after school or Saturday.
Tell her she seen something in you that she seen in her ex. That thing is violence. Most people our capable of it. Yours has never been directed at her and you were doing what you could to protect.
Tell her to look into fight or flight responses and the psychology behind them.
You blacked out from adrenaline and your lizard brain said protect.
I'm proud of you. How would she feel about you if you cowered in fear?
First off, there’s a saying that “BJ are like pizza, even when they are bad, they’re still good.” I wouldn’t worry about whether you are going to be good at it. My wife had a similar SA happen to her, she to this day has never given me a BJ and probably never will. I accept it and if he truly loves you so should he.
You have two options going forward. You can decide that you never want to do it or you can try therapy to see if it’s something you can overcome. Both things are well within your rights to decide and is your decision alone to make without outside pressure from friends or BF.
No matter what you decide you need to sit down with your BF and explain your choice. You should tell him there’s a big (or no) chance that you will ever give him a BJ and that you will never give him permission to get one from someone else. This puts the ball in his court. He needs to decide whether he can live his life with you without it.
I mean, it would be nice.